Krass shot the sheriff......
......but i think his dog killed the deputy! (just....dont ask)
ok, this is a rant i started over a week ago. Its incomplete but seeing how im not in a smash mood anymore ill leave it as is.
SLAMS head on desk! Lather, rinse, repeat.............
In my life I try and be somewhat stoic, showing no true emotion other then happiness, enjoyment, laughter, etc, the rest i just let stew inside waiting to be released. This is starting to come full circle to bite me in the ass as i never actually deal w/ all the other crap. It sits bottled up inside snowballing becoming a bigger prob then before. Im at the point now where i just wanna go nuts and smash something, thus far ive refrained from taking it out on my wall. Mainly because i dont feel like fixing the large amount of damage i would cause.
The simple answer is.......o hell there is no simple answer. The short answer however is that im at nothing more then another crossroad in my life. I can either sit down and let life shit on my head or do what ive always tried to do, move foward no matter how murky the waters may seem, hoping that what lies around the next bend will be better. In some aspects of my life this has worked, in others....well im still trying to figure out what i did to a guy named Murphy for shit to hit-ith the fan so hard. This tailspin of a summer thats starting to come to a close is the crossroad with august being the murky waters and sept being the next bend. Whos knows what the cards hold for any of us once school has begun and most of us part ways for what will probably seem like one long ass semester........
ok, this is a rant i started over a week ago. Its incomplete but seeing how im not in a smash mood anymore ill leave it as is.
SLAMS head on desk! Lather, rinse, repeat.............
In my life I try and be somewhat stoic, showing no true emotion other then happiness, enjoyment, laughter, etc, the rest i just let stew inside waiting to be released. This is starting to come full circle to bite me in the ass as i never actually deal w/ all the other crap. It sits bottled up inside snowballing becoming a bigger prob then before. Im at the point now where i just wanna go nuts and smash something, thus far ive refrained from taking it out on my wall. Mainly because i dont feel like fixing the large amount of damage i would cause.
The simple answer is.......o hell there is no simple answer. The short answer however is that im at nothing more then another crossroad in my life. I can either sit down and let life shit on my head or do what ive always tried to do, move foward no matter how murky the waters may seem, hoping that what lies around the next bend will be better. In some aspects of my life this has worked, in others....well im still trying to figure out what i did to a guy named Murphy for shit to hit-ith the fan so hard. This tailspin of a summer thats starting to come to a close is the crossroad with august being the murky waters and sept being the next bend. Whos knows what the cards hold for any of us once school has begun and most of us part ways for what will probably seem like one long ass semester........
posted by DJ Biggs at
8/04/2008 10:13:00 PM
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